Her lips are the edge of a dagger; sharp, bold.
She makes no move to be apologetic,
even when you question her to the hilt.
She is whole, not half-formed.
She will be. She is.
She is, and will be.
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Her lips are the edge of a dagger; sharp, bold.
She makes no move to be apologetic,
even when you question her to the hilt.
She is whole, not half-formed.
She will be. She is.
She is, and will be.
It trickles through my veins, pouring
across synapses, moonlight swirled
with mother of pearl
that pools in the corners of my eyes.
Here, in my hand, goading my muscles
to grasp the pen and shape the smoke
with definite, crisp strokes before
those snippet thoughts think to flee.
Tia’s arm flinched as Lannah adjusted the mechanism at her wrist, using a red-hot needle to inscribe the Tsa markings needed to reinforce both the spellwork and metalwork holding it together. Unable to stop herself from smirking, Tia analysed her friend’s serious expression despite the Elvis Presley track blaring through the spellcrafted speakers on the walls. Although the song was six hundred years old, she couldn’t deny Lannah had good taste. ‘You always get that same look of severe concentration on your face when you fix me up.’
Lannah finished the Tsa she was working on and sat up, rolling her shoulders back with a sigh. Her eyes were dark with lack of sleep. I probably look just as bad, Tia thought. ‘That’s because you are particularly hard to repair,’ Lannah said. ‘Do you have any idea how many extra enchantments I have to put on your arm just so it can keep up with your raiding antics?’ She stretched her arms up, adjusting herself. ‘Of course, if you didn’t feel the need to keep ripping it off every time you get in the slightest bit of trouble, my job would be much easier.’
Tia made a fist with her metal fingers, testing them out. Satisfied, she sat up, facing Lannah. ‘If I didn’t yank it off, then me and the team would be toast right now. My magic isn’t half as powerful with it on, and the colonists down on that planet aren’t the friendliest of people. And they’ve got two witches of their own. I nearly got spell-speared in the back.’
She jumped off Lannah’s white operating table, nearly hitting her head on the lamp the engineer had been using. She shivered. Now that she wasn’t focused on the pain from her metal arm being fixed, she noticed how cold it was in the room. She grabbed her jacket from the coat rack and zipped it up to her chin, grateful for its cosy warmth.
‘Maybe they felt that a team of raiders suddenly appearing to take all their tech away was a touch uncalled for?’ Lannah suggested, making a quick Tsa in the air with her finger. Immediately, Tia felt the air in the room get warmer. She chewed the inside of her check, quenching down the familiar pang of envy that rose up inside her. If she’d been born with witch gene zero, she would be able to use Tsa marks too. But she hadn’t. She had plain witch gene zero one, like the majority of witches aboard the Merlin.
‘It’s not their tech anyway. It’s Cosmic Witch’s,’ Tia replied, running her fingers through her short hair. Still feels weird to have it this length, but I guess it’s practical. ‘Anyway, we’re only following orders. They want it back as quickly as possible, we had no time to negotiate.’ More like we were told specifically not too. The truth disgusted her just as much as it did Lannah, whose mouth had stilled into a thin line.
The engineer turned away to her desk and began typing up her report, absently flicking the music from ‘Love Me Tender’ to ‘A Little Less Conversation’. ‘If you’re ready, you can sign out on the module. The form should already be on the screen.’ She shot a slight grin over her shoulder. ‘Try to be more careful next time.’
I’ve got eyes on my hands and they’re watching you.
They’re watching you even when I’m not.
I can’t stand to, you broke me.
Buried me under rags made to look like fine silk,
curse words uttered so sweetly they might be compliments,
palms to my cheek masquerading as gentle caresses.
I can see that change in your eyes
even when I don’t care to look.
Notice your posture straighten, lips purse.
I can look away, but the eyes on my hands
stay focused, recording your every move.
Frequency; time, date. Evidence.
Is it a diamond you seek?
Cut and shaped with princess blood,
adding to the value?
Pure, elegant, transparent.
Polished to perfection, mirroring
what you wish to see?
Should I congratulate myself for thinking
you do not care for those
neatly fractured inside, tarnished, imperfect,
but diamonds none the less?
You never wanted to see the wild flowers.
Only those cultivated over years
by expert growers and displayed by florists
to show their most enticing features.
But look how much life
those wild flowers bring.
That’s what I’d like to say, yet it’s too late.
Your eyes have turned to stone.
I’m handed a ball-shaped mass of paper.
Glitter bows and silver pen all over.
Sometimes the small things that are inside
count more, you say. Unwrap it. You’ll see.
Wire cage under the paper. Hanging
from the top, five metal balls. Newton’s cradle.
Tick, pass centre, tick. Like my heart.
Like your heart. Beats passing back and forth.
Momentary silence between them, but
always an answer in the end.
A woman stands, eyes intense, hair
in an up do, silver but young.
Gold pins mask dark shadows.
Next, her friend, tall, drawn,
slender with even more slender neck.
Plain face, ruddied with exertion.
Then, to the right, one with haughtiness
etched on her nose and the arch of her brows.
Black hair neat, pearls about her neck.
On the end, mouse hair with soft brush,
thin mouth that has been long silent,
and eyes wide as they are sad.
The man uncurled his fingers and looked at his palms.
Bells. There were bells, tubular ones
resting there, instead of his bag of secrets.
The rain still poured down on the mountainside,
yet the clouds were below him, not above.
His hand twitched, and he fell forwards
into the long grasses, through soil and rock
until he could not be told apart from it all.
The bells clattered to the ground, ringing
out for the valley to hear. The rain
stopped at the sound of those bells.
Those tubular bells igniting the day.
I hold the lines of my heart in my hands.
I stretch them out, red so you can’t miss them,
and splay my fingers so I make a cradle.
Into it you begin to pour yourself,
entangled in this pulsing, beating net
that is me and now you. One. Whole. Us.
Like being slit with a scalpel
I find myself open and bleeding,
fractured into shards of agate,
my layers exposed. All
I’m doing is speaking, one
to one. My palms are saunas.
My gaze fixed to your mouth,
not your eyes. I know
I need to speak. I must.
A stone mouth doesn’t make it easy.
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