It’s been planted for a while, didn’t you know?
Kept under your nose but unscented,
disguised by other flowers.
I left it there to grow,
hoping you wouldn’t think it was a weed and pluck it out
before it had chance to fully show.
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It’s been planted for a while, didn’t you know?
Kept under your nose but unscented,
disguised by other flowers.
I left it there to grow,
hoping you wouldn’t think it was a weed and pluck it out
before it had chance to fully show.
The catch in my throat
cannot decide if it’s there because I have hayfever
or because I have to wave you goodbye for now.
Same with the ache in my head
and the water at my eyes.
In one case, I’m not myself for a while.
In the other, I’m only functioning at half capacity.
The remaining half…
well, that followed you.
I took my heart out of its familiar cage and realised
the rose quartz it was carved from had turned clear.
I watered it with food dye and rose petals,
patience and strawberry jam.
It refused to change back.
You noticed this distilling and saw my distress,
examining its mineral structure to suggest
things that might return its colour.
It worked, but instead of becoming rose,
it morphed permanently from quartz
into the deepest ruby.
The same carat as your heart.
I didn’t know you’d be there for me.
I didn’t know that you’d see the things every one else missed,
help me without thinking,
come to stand beside me when I needed to stay grounded.
I didn’t know how much you would help me.
I didn’t know how much I would help you.
I didn’t know I’d bring you back to yourself.
I didn’t know I was the only one you’d share your deepest thoughts with,
be the inspiration for the words coming from your heart,
be trusted with your past, present and future.
I didn’t know any of this.
But if I could tell my past self it would happen,
I wouldn’t.
I’d stay quiet, and let her experience it all fresh,
gently strolling
hand in hand with you
on this adventure that’s still going.
Arms that wrap, tight, safe
fingers holding firm on shoulders.
Massaging tired body, mind
release from the daily hounding.
Even if it’s just for a moment, less than a minute,
a second snatched in a silent room,
a quiet corner free from the hungry
crowd of nattering, gossiping, whispering
eyes that see much
yet nothing at all.
A hug
they think.
A promise
we say.
I like how our fingers latch
when our hands stray close to each other.
There’s no question, no uncertainty.
They just link,
mirroring the chain binding our hearts.
When words fail,
and they always do when we most want them,
a touch serves as well.
It’s an answer. An agreement.
An ‘I’ll stand beside you no matter what
you tell me, what emotions you let out
or what sadness you let in’
contract.
And it’s for life.
Long have tapestries been woven to tell tales.
Thread expertly chosen to depict every detail,
dyes richly combined
to bring forth the imagery.
Clear, neat, refined.
Silvertongues have learnt to weave tapestries with words.
Audiences spend hours listening
in suspense, enthralled by the daring twists at play.
Poets do the same, but set down their words
so the tapestries may be admired time and time again.
When Silvertongues and poets gather,
such is the intensity
that the air fills with the colour of life.
Each a muse to the other,
they walk hand in hand,
bonded at last to oversee the ripples
they couldn’t help but create.
1.
Morning shines on my eyelids,
and still your arms
are clasped around me.
The whole night, you didn’t
let go.
And the smile you give me is even brighter
than the evening before.
2.
In my dreams, you’re always present.
Mostly observing, there if I need you.
Yet a solid form none the less.
3.
I see your silhouette
on the horizon, glowing
with otherworldly light.
I laugh.
We have no need for pedestals.
We are who we are,
even more so when we’re together.
4.
We don’t compromise.
We ignite.
Not content with simply riding time’s waves,
but making them.
Set to our own rules,
no pathways blocked.
In order to know someone,
bleeding yourself out into a cup
and letting them drink it down
is sometimes the only way.
It lets them taste the salt in your wounds
and the nectar in your view
of the intricacies of life,
spinning and turning
through every step you’ve taken
to reach this point.
Let them see your shackles, your restraints,
and trust them
when even if they say they don’t have the power to break them,
they can still aid you
as you rid them yourself.
It may take decades, aeons,
a million fractals of your stitched and glued and re-stitched heart,
but they’ll be there through all of it.
Just give them opportunity to take that first sip.
When you stand before someone
exactly as you are,
no armour, no shield,
and still have the courage to look into their eyes –
you are strong.
You are raw, and you are real.
And when you let them do the same,
with no judgement,
understanding dawns for both of you.
You might be scared,
but opening chests that have long rusted shut
was never going to be easy.
All you can do is be the net
to catch each other
as your whole spills forth
and slips through your fingers.
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