Unfurling the scroll, it seems
it will never end,
a list upon a list that is
stuck in my hands
for an eternity I don’t want to face.
Ticked boxes, completed tasks,
I’m winning,
then the scroll is reversed
and instead I see
how much I’m losing.
Losing, or lost? That’s
the question now.
All I need is a chance.
Just one,
and then I’ll feel like me again.