I’ve walked the pathways a thousand times,
a thousand steps for a thousand moments,
and yet I am startled by the glow of a shrine
that has only appeared now I’ve stopped searching.
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I’ve walked the pathways a thousand times,
a thousand steps for a thousand moments,
and yet I am startled by the glow of a shrine
that has only appeared now I’ve stopped searching.
We float around in our little heads,
conjuring images from things long said
and if the circuit board
should ever be damaged
wiping our memories
both sweet and savage,
we know that time often heals
with due care, sensible practices and steady meals.
Even if we’re unsure what we’re seeking
we can still approach the stars with proper greeting.
Consider life as an ant.
What would you see of the world then?
Would you take more notice of the dry, parched grass
that has no bend, just blockades your path and leaves you no shade
from the unexpected sun?
See the browning leaves that may act as boats in those rare puddles,
safe passage across
to that place where
the sweat left by humans as they lie on the ground
permeates into the earth;
they try to find peace in a life that attempts to prevent it at every turn.
You don’t mind, you can feast on the litter and wasted food
they leave behind
when they finally go back to their cubes,
hoping that the memory of their break will last them
until the next time.
You know more than most about hurdles
and being trodden on by authoritative boots.
It doesn’t stop you, though.
You carry on,
facing every barrier
you come across and finding the best way to pass it.
Always lifting weights greater than yourself.
You’re not too proud to ask for help,
in fact
you actively seek it
so as not to get overwhelmed.
Yes, consider life as an ant.
Maybe that will change your view.
I challenge you to a game of peanuts,
palm to palm we start, fingers locked
and who will twist, who will bend,
who will break first?
I challenge you to a game of chess,
mind to mind we sit, fingers twitching
and who will lead, who will block,
who will fall first?
I challenge you to a game of codes,
eye to eye we stand, fingers drumming,
and who will seek, who will find,
who will crack first?
I challenge you to a game of words,
toe to toe we begin, fingers pointing,
and who will blabber, who will stumble,
who will cry out first?
Would you like some tea
with that milk? You’d say slyly
regarding my pale cuppa,
resting your head idly against the bookcase
searching for the storms.
My mouth would twitch,
flicking between smile and frown.
The window always opened and closed
at that point, seemingly of
its own accord
and a stack of papers would flurry in
to land by our outstretched legs.
What do we have today, then?
You’d muse, lifting a sheet
to your face. Ah, of course;
Ghost Writers. Let’s help them
find their stories, shall we?
And with that, we’d begin.
I feel the monsoon sweating down my back,
see the darting tongues of vibrant purple blossoms
and the wrapping vines of sun-kissed waxy blooms.
I race the crocodiles down the stream,
run with the wild beasts who stampede over
burial grounds where their ancestors patiently wait.
I see the figurines move along their twisted paths
eyeing the telling jewel as their prize,
but the hunter guards it with savage delight.
A roll of the die is all it will take to freeze
the years of waiting to the far reaches of mind,
but will it read a five or an eight?
And the girl carrying the chest
full of the secrets from a thousand villages.
And the boy who followed after burying
the key in the depths of the deepest loch.
And the one who came smiling, tracing
their steps with coin on belt and sword
in hand.
Passing hands connect. Briefly. Branching out into a thousand minds, forcing roots around synapses. Shadows flit around: drooling mouths, gleaming eyes. Adrenaline beats in every cell, spilling out through the leaves that quiver as the prey’s sweat-filled fur touches their tips. Great lakes fill the indents left on the muddy ground, imprinted by weighted hearts. Seeking.
You will see Orion in me. In my rather too much leg. Tucked under neck, toes sticking out towards rainbow galaxies. They itch to track you, unfurling from the spine, down and down and down. Slinky jumping from the arrow head, pointed at your wordy heart. Apocalypse: the constellations shriek. They don’t want to save the world. They just hate the ugly patch our orbit takes. A screwed up sheet in a universal waste paper basket. You will see Orion in me. Orion is no longer. Orion is me.
I pluck a pine cone
from the floor of pines
and peek
at the tiny world
between the cone’s
teeth. I break apart
the layers,
snapping them
with the same satisfaction
as breaking up
a bar of chocolate,
piece by piece.
I’m swallowed whole,
taking up the heart
of an ant. The people
inside greet me
as one of their own,
feeding me
nectar
from the cone’s core.
I’d like to say
thanks and sorry
for the trouble;
doing so would reveal
I’m not one of them
at all, just a stranger
who walks in the woods
gathering pine cones.
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