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The splinters of the branch slid into my fingers
as it snapped at the force of my hand as I tumbled into the tree.
Blood beaded down the bark and caught on the tip of a serrated leaf.
The red mirror showed
how little I’d changed
despite being shoved out of line, convinced my place was over here, not there.
My hair was ruffled, but still mine.
My clothes were covered in cobwebs and lichen, but still mine.
My eyes were wet and open, but still mine.
The blood dripped from the leaf and was instantly swallowed by the soil.
I stood up.
I take the knife and carve away a slither.
The exposed skin reddens at the touch of cold air
and regrows its protective casing.
I try again, carving away another slice,
yet still the ice seeps in and forces retreat.
Moons change and the casing grows thin,
I cannot depend on it for support much longer.
The crushing air outside is still strong…but wait!
Is that a warm spot approaching in the distance?
I can last just a little longer. A fraction more.
I reach out
and it takes me with it.
The memory of warmth becomes real,
I shed my casing without worry.
It’s a lovely spring afternoon, so much fresh air!
Until I step outside for a quick nip to the shops:
humans doing human things everywhere.
A snarky conversation rolls by with a pram,
loud enough to be commandments –
I think I did see a tablet in their hands.
Cars zoom past on a racecourse I can’t see,
their colours all blurring into one
and a thunder juggling my insides around violently.
Then there’s the monster being fed parts of tree,
gobbling them up as tasty snacks
while its tamer looks upon its destruction blindly.
I admit I can’t fault the elderly chap mowing his lawn,
after all, the sun is out and the grass is dry,
but all combined this noise shatters me and leaves me drawn.
Such a journey may have been a simple quest in theory,
yet for me the price of undertaking it
meant spending the rest of the day dead weary.
The cities reflect me as I stand on the edge,
cliff nose to window. They would be castles
in the air, if I didn’t look down
to see the miles below where eyes are open,
ogling until the soil, until the grave.
They have the scent of sweet rot,
that candy cane gutter pile left
for the elves in high viz jackets
(that render them invisible to the streets and suits);
underpaid, overworked, and tired – so tired.
And still those glassy screens profess
fresh lilies, crisp and bred to perfection.
The camera flash flashes away my sight of you,
aided by the hovering, caterwauling middle-agers,
parents of rushing children, despite their own failure
to reel in their mouths, and yet your words still
paint themselves in my mind, sponsored by your unwavering image.
The reason is the pouring of your heart, cogs, springs
and fate line into my lap so I can cradle each one
in reason and warmth, judgement free.
Alas, the world wants to block you from my ears,
so to quiet we must go, where my attention
can blanket you fully.
His dreams were chaos, the ground maggots
eating one another snap after snap after snap.
A vacuum pulled them in, and he with them,
squashing their soft, wriggling bodies against his skin
until they were pressed together into one.
Discord plucked on a silver harp, played
by her, who he’d never know again.
There was no telling what he was now,
crawling, belly low, through the neatly trimmed grass
attempting to exit the maze of cropped box.
Everywhere were deadlines, corpses of the past
left to rot against them. And he drinks from
the sullied stream where they lie.
The couple are seated, quietly speaking on a bench.
They talk of days, of moments, of ups, of downs.
Nothing they do disturbs the hustle beyond them, until someone
claims that it does.
They’re sitting too close, if they want to be intimate, find somewhere else.
They remain seated, talking. Just talking.
Those things shouldn’t be spoken about in public. Save them for later.
They hesitate, then continue talking.
Is there something wrong with you? It’s crazy you would be so open. What if a child hears you? Do you really want that?
Tainting them? Tainting me? Tainting us?
Voices that were silent now crash over the couple’s moment,
blocking their words, twisting them, unhinging them.
The couple takes out a tube of bubbles trying to seal themselves away.
It works, but the clock is already counting down until it pops.
They hope no-one appears with a pin.
‘What hat shall it be today?’
the woman asks herself as she eyes
up the stand, the helpful monitor beside her
flashing with images of the latest trends.
‘Shall it be one that paints me an object, a soulless statue
worth only my measurements? How about the even tempered
diplomat, with no passion of her own, no dreams of her own,
no meaning of her own? Maybe the career minded robot
would like to be displayed?’
She lists them all, but none of them match her today.
None of them ever matched her, she realises,
and begins to wonder why she has hats at all.
She doesn’t remember buying them.
Were they gifts? Or suggestions?
She assesses the weather outside: mild.
She decides. She won’t wear one,
to see how it feels to be herself.
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